I haven't seen many asking for advice lately so here goes again.
During kumite partnering up with Dave Jackson( see the use of partner and not "going against") we did Moley's madness, my issue is I was ok during 1 or 2 moves but when getting tired I lost focus, kime, doing weak moves. I know i get out of breath quickly and struggle to get a proper lungful and feel as if i'm going to pass out but it passes, but leaves me lethargic if thats the word. my problem this time is this. issue of being strong,brave and holding my ground and not moving before/when a move comes in, or looking weak and moving too soon and looking afraid. last night Dave came in with a good maegeri and all I did was wait and blocked, smashed my arm on his leg swore like a mad man, used a nasty word because of my pathetic move and came from there feeling worst than when I was a 10th qyu. When will I learn?