Arwel, stop beating yourself around the head with a mallet! You did well. It's a good thing to criticise yourself in order to improve, but don't put yourself down all the time. You and me, we are what we are. (Only I'm a lot fatter, older and more unfit than you). Last night was a "Beast". I know, it was designed to be, it will be good practise for you in preparation for Edinburgh. You were still standing at the end. What else do you want? I've known so called 4th Dans crawl out on their hands and knees halfway through a session like that.
As for the young, fit, athletes !
Just look what I found on Andrei's facebook this morning:
"Andrei Stanciu - You know you've had a good karate training session when for half of the way back home you have to crawl, cause you can't even see the road in front of you let alone walk up straight.
I've never felt this good in ages. PS: and no, they didn't serve alcoholic drinks, or other psychoactive substances
- just pure endorphins and not a drop of energy left
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